BeeswaxCandleStyx

tagged by Bumble-Bumble !!

A 🔢 Age : 21

B ⚠ Biggest Fear : The Ocean

C 🕛 Current Time : 2:22 AM

D ☕ Drink You Had Last : Water

E ✔ Easiest Person To Talk To : Sophia probably :0

F ☺ Favorite Movie : The Watchmen, maybe?

G ☹ Grossest Memory : I can't really think of anything?

H 🏠 Hometown : City in socal

I 💕 In Love With : Waaaaay too many fictional characters. My main 3 are Guzma (Pokemon), Donny Donowitz (Inglorious Basterds), and Kili (The Hobbit)

J 🎸 Jealous Of : People with no mental disorder, and rich people. I hate rich people.

K 🔪 Killed Someone : wtf no

L 💍 Longest Relationship : I think it was 4 months? I'm not sure, I'm losing my memory apparently :/

M ⍟ Middle Name : Collin

N ⚄ Number of Siblings : 2 older brothers

O 💫 One Wish :  I wish for so much money

P ☎ Person Who You Last Called : My aunt

Q ‽ Question You're Always Asked : "Why?" I guess I say some questionable things :/

R ☻ Reason To Smile : Small cute things, jokes, my friends

S ♫ Song Last Sang : Karma Chameleon!

T 👉 Time You Woke Up : Maybe around...12

U 👙 Underwear Color : I'm in my pajamas rn so uh

V ✈ Vacation Destination: Ireland!

W ✘ Worst Habit : Sleeping all day

X 💀 X-Rays You've Had : Both legs (specifically calves), teeth, chest, back

Y 🍬 Your Favorite Food : Chocolate Chip Pancakes and Sushi, but not together lol

Z ♊ Zodiac Sign: Aquarius Sun, Libra Moon, Cancer Rising.

👣 Now Challenge Some People
lol bitch make me

I don't have much to say besides the update so lets jump into it
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I moved back home about 2 months ago, still job searching
I moved in with a friends mom (I've actually lived with their family before) which is good for both of us, cuz she needs the company and I need the housing. It really is great though...We have our differences in belief, but in all 20 years of my life she's never treated me with anything but love and compassion. I'm her 5th kid really.
I take the bus now, which is good, and leave the house on an almost every day basis. I'm also starting college this fall, which I'm not particularly excited about, but its happening anyway.
Oh yeah, relationship with my dad is rocky (like usual) because when I visited him on christmas eve, I almost got disowned
He didn't really like that I'm changing my last name but HEY NOT MY FAULT YOU FAILED ME SPECIFICALLY AS A PARENT OK
So yeah that was really emotional and scary and tbh I'm feeling really conflicted about This Christmas but I'll deal with that once I find a therapist
so lets see.....moved back, need a job, going to school, dad sucks...I think that about covers it
Oh wait
I'm trying to drop any contact and relationship with my cousin because she fucking sucks right now and I can't afford to have her in my life, its just too much
Long story short for that, she's dating an abusive guy and its getting to be too much. I really have tried to help, so please don't be angry at me for leaving the situation. It hurt too much and too much happened to me personally.
Anyway life seems fine for now. I'm glad to be home.

I wanted to make a shout out to my friends!! Ily you all!! No order!!

IrkenArtistKeizy
viirvx
Aeniridiae
VocaGUMImegpoid
BuckyBarnesSPFX
MLPThornRose
Birdhousebirdy
channellehazel
allthewildways
kittysum
JenniferandJake
lavafloors
@ soooo much more


Alas, some of you are no longer active, but I love you guys!!! Thank you for existing in my life <3

If any of you want something from me, lemme know cuz I want points

1. Real Name: wink emoji
2. Nickname(s): Bee, Charbee, Charles, Chuck, Chuckles, Charmander
3. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
4. Male Or Female: void
5. Elementary: golden hill
6. Middle School: parks
7. High School: FUUUUUUUUCK union high school
8. Hair Color: dark brown
9. Long Or Short: short
10. Loud Or Quiet: quiet
11. Sweats Or Jeans: both
12. Phone Or Camera: camera
13. Health Freak: nah
14. Drink Or Smoke: I'm 19 dudes I couldn't even if I wanted
15. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: not that I'm aware of
16. Political orientation: Gay
17. Piercings: I want some!!
18. Tattoos: I have 2 and want MORE

Have You Ever:
19. Airplane: Yea
20. Car Accident: almost
21. Fist Fight: wink emoji

Firsts:

22. First piercing: earrings (they gone now)
23. First Best Friend: Natalie in preschool, she passed away just before kindergarten
24. First Instrument played: triangle lol
25. First award: best halloween costume
26. First Crush: ELWOOD BLUES
27. First Language: english
28. First Big Vacation: I've never been on a vacation

Lasts:

29. Last Person You Talked To:VocaGUMImegpoid
30. Last Person You Texted: my tita
31. Last Person You Watched: what?
32. Last Food You Ate: chocolate dipped madeleines
33. Last Movie You Watched: Freedom Writers
34. Last Song You Listened To: Life is Fun
35. Last Thing You Bought: christmas present for someone
36. Last Person You Hugged: I dunno, its been like...a month...?

Faves:

37. Food: Probably sushi tbh
38. Drinks: SODA especially vanilla coke
39. Clothing: I like black.  Also dress shirts with blazers, skinny jeans and boots
40. Book: Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell
41. Color: Orange (cuz Black and grey don't count)
42. Flower: Jasmine and/or lavender
43: Music: TOO MUCH
44. Movie: I don't have one!! But The Watchmen is always what comes to mind when someone asks this
45. Shoes: My DOCS
46. Subjects: English

In The Past Year I:

47. [ ] Kissed In The Snow
48. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
49. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken 
50. [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
51. [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
52. [ ] Came Outta The Closet
53. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
54. [ ] Had An Abortion
55. [ ] Done Something You've Regretted
56. [?] Broke A Promise
57. [x] Kept A Secret
58. [x] Pretended To Be Happy
59. [?] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60. [x] Pretended To Be Sick
61. [ ] Left The Country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't like
63. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64. [ ] Ran A Mile
65. [ ] Went To The Beach
66. [x] Stayed Single

Currently:

67. Eating: chocolate dipped madeleines
68. Drinking: Lukewarm (not hot) Chocolate
69. Getting Ready To: DIE
70. Listening To: whatever the fuck this cafe is playing
71. Plans For Tomorrow: Talk to my social worker and then DIE
72. Waiting For: DEATH

Your Future:

73. Want Kids: NO EW unless its a grub
74. Want To Get Married: I really dunno
75. Careers in mind: Beekeeper...

Which Is Better On a Person:
76. Lips Or Eyes: eyes
77. Shorter Or Taller: taller
78. Romantic Or Spontaneous: both!
79. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms: ?? Either??
80. Sensitive Or Loud: ,,,both?? Sensitive I guess
81. Hookup Or Relationship: relationship
82. Troublemaker Or Hesitant: Please don't make trouble

Have You Ever:

83. Lost Glasses/Contacts: Yes
84. Ran Away From Home: I guess so
85. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: no
86. Killed Somebody: No! I'm still fucked up over a spider I killed in april 2015.
87. Broken Someone's Heart: Well golly gee I sure hope not
88. Been Arrested: no

Do You Believe In:

90. Yourself: I suppose
91. Miracles: No
92. Love At First Sight: NO
93. Heaven: No
94. Santa Claus: No
96. Magic: Maaaaaybe

Answer Truthfully

97. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now:
Yea but not romantically. I just wanna be with them
98. Are You Seriously Happy with where You Are, In Life: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahahah no
99. Do You Believe In God: Eck
100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag five People: I'm not going to tag anyone pbbbtthh